We are often told in times of strife to trust in GOD but what does that mean? As Christians, we are guided, governed and driven by faith and trust is a direct result of that faith. We human beings are consumed by ourselves and I have to confess that I am most guilty of thinking about myself far too much. Saying I trust in GOD is a far cry from actually trusting in HIM. In other words, its easier said than done. Trusting in GOD is a daily challenge that requires our thoughts to be fixed on HIM. I find myself constantly focused on what I want to make me happier. I think I know what will make me happier and try devise ways of achieving this self appointed happiness on my own, independent of GOD's will. Usually this ends up in disappointment or disaster and so I am learning to focus more on GOD and HIS plan and to do this, I have to surrender my self to HIM more and more each day. It takes effort to catch myself when in times of selfish thoughts and redirect my thinking towards GOD but each day, I am getting a better grasp on the fact that HE knows what I need more than I do myself. With effort, I am beginning to let go of being consumed with satisfying myself and placing GOD in control of my desires, goals and needs in life. I believe that when I can fully trust in HIM, I will find some peace.



Proverbs 3:5-6 says, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge HIM, and HE will make your path straight." GOD is the creator and sustainer of all things and HE knows what's best for all of us so with that in mind, I will continue to increase my faith in HIM through Jesus and by doing so, place all my trust in HIM. I know that if I can totally surrender, I will find peace and contentment amongst all the angst.